Nick
@ 11:04 PM
haii.... this time, im more stress then the one before. somtimes i really wonder, am i what u wanted? i haven given in more, but somethings that has a limit to it. all i can do i had already done. somethings i didnt tell u, dont even want u to worry about it & suffer myself. now call u sleep early get your test prepared, u told me you dont mind this time the test. then why im i caring for it so much? i have tried not to fight anymore. but i think things has been changing every single day bah.Do you know how sad am i? not that i dont wanna lend u my itouch, is thati got nothing to do in class. but the main point is, when my itouch is not with me. i felt something is missing somewhere.i dont really like the feeling. actually i am trying to improve le. but i dont think u know. u said, we fight is how we communicate, but i rather we dont communicate.i dont like fighting, cold war. this make me love u even lesser., do u know??? i hope i will love you lesser, miss you lesser, care lesser for you. but i dont wan, & i cant. cause your mine. sometimes i get angry & jealous easily, but its because im loving u too much, if u wan me to do everything lesser i can. give u all the freedom u want. is this what you wan? i got alot thing kept in my heart dont wish to take out. not sharing to anyone. but its not an easy thing to do. i just wanna be happy every single day, can i? life is short. thats all i can say :'( tears on face now.